25 November 2013

03:10am

Tonight, I'll be sitting out here thinking and re-thinking if I'm good enough for you. 

I don't know if what I've been standing firm about is right. 

"Sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same"

It truly is hard. Hard to continue standing firm when I know you would be really happy if I'd been more flexible. If my care for you and us have been suffocating for you, I'm sorry. 

I know I'm doing the right thing but I'm afraid it would be unbearable for you that you might just want to pack your bags and leave, find someone who has the same interests as you and live happily ever after. 

And you would think I'm really foolish for thinking this way. But baby, I know you would be happier if I hadn't been tying you back. 

Yet, if I'm afraid of losing you so much, I might end up making the wrong decisions. 

And I'm weighing what matters most here. That's you.

xx

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